Chelsea Hansford

It’s not because I know where I am going,
It’s because I know the heartache from before,
And sometimes you can still make my knees crumble,
But I don’t want to love you anymore.
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My tears are all thats remaining,
Of times I wish to keep,
I hunger for your loving,
Your anger makes me weep.
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There is nothing more beautiful,
Or quite simply divine,
As the touch of your body,
When it’s held against mine.
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Ive tried to find the answers,
But the question's hard to say,
Why am i so miserable,
When i never wanted you to stay?
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I fear the fear i cannot stop,
I fear it more and more,
And when i grind my teeth with pain,
The words come out demure.
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My sick twisted desire,
Burning in my heart,
Killing me like cancer,
Slowly ripping me apart.
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When I first met you,
Your love was like a Summers day,
Surrounding me in warmth,
Giving new life to my world,
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Oh, somewhere theres a man,
Of great proportions,
Who can make my knees buckle,
With his charm.
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Its not so much as what you do,
But what it does to me.
You have cast a magic spell,
And I've changed so drasticly.
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You look right through me,
As though im a pane of glass,
So transparent, you say
But don't be fooled.
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Lying in his cold bed,
He wished for death,
To sweep over him.
To save him.
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She screams terror in her dreams
She sees blood, like rivers, in her mind
She lives in fear of life
the life she never tried to find
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Why must you always stare me down,
And prove you are so strong?
Hold me by my throat, dear man,
In case it’s me that’s wrong.
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One more time to try again,
What am i trying for?
Will it always be the same,
When im needing something more?
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I'm sitting here wasted,
Just playing my song,
Im broken in peices,
Please sing along.
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I feel like i am drowing,
Cant fight my way out,
I cant pull the breath in,
To call someone for help.
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Im going to shout it loudly,
And make it oh so clear,
I am going to live life,
Even if you are not there.
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This has gone on long enough,
Im tired of the pain,
Everytime you make me happy,
You have to kick me down again.
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Tell me can you feel it,
Here hold out your hand,
Place it lightly on my heart,
My beating drummers band.
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Im so glad to hear your aching,
Well maybe im not glad,
But im feeling satisfied,
That you're feeling really bad.
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