cheyenne riegsecker

It just gets put aside,
blurred by years of life.
It lives so quiet and deep in our hearts,
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I am fifteen now,
halfway to thirty.
I'm not liking the fact that, I'm halfway to thirty.
It just makes me feel old,
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I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry I'm not pretty,
I'm sorry that I was born,
I'm sorry that you don't like me.
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I lay here in this bed of mine, made for more than one,
Just laying here thinking of you,
I turn on my side and see nobody there.
Nobody's there but still I stare,
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All these thoughts about death,
will never leave my mind.
Thoughts of committing suicide,
are starting to torture me.
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When I was 13 I constantly thought,
three additional years and I'll be sixteen,
the ideal age when you can go out with boys.
The ideal age when you can wear make-up,
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You are my description of love,
you are my description of a friend,
you are my description of everything.
You are my description of beginning to end,
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My heart wants to stay but my mind will not obey,
and so I stand at the mirror all day and all night,
wondering if anyone would notice that I'm gone.
But everyone is hated in this cruel and evil place!
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Loneliness is tearing me apart.
How will I find a way to your heart?
I want to feel your body next to mine,
Now, tomorrow and 'til the end of time.
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I know what I have been missing,
All this time I was missing you,
I know who I should be kissing.
And I know you know too,
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When were not together I'm sad,
when were hanging out then you gotta go,
I don't want you to leave.
I never wanna let go of you,
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I'm going to smile,
like nothing wrong,
talk like every things,
perfect and worth living my life.
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Después de
todo yo si
te kiero…
Y tu solo,
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When he's around I feel safe and comfortable,
when he's gone I feel confused and scared,
I'm glad I have him in my life.
He's my world and my soul,
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Your weird, I'm weird
We're all weird.
But, the important part is that,
we love each other.
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Before, we meet I thought,
of living in hell.
But, when we met I changed my mind,
actually you changed my mind,
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She stretches her wings out,
in the idea of night,
a silent beauty,
to be held tight.
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