cheyenne riegsecker Poems

It just gets put aside,
blurred by years of life.
It lives so quiet and deep in our hearts,
...

I am fifteen now,
halfway to thirty.
I'm not liking the fact that, I'm halfway to thirty.
It just makes me feel old,
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I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry I'm not pretty,
I'm sorry that I was born,
I'm sorry that you don't like me.
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I lay here in this bed of mine, made for more than one,
Just laying here thinking of you,
I turn on my side and see nobody there.
Nobody's there but still I stare,
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All these thoughts about death,
will never leave my mind.
Thoughts of committing suicide,
are starting to torture me.
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When I was 13 I constantly thought,
three additional years and I'll be sixteen,
the ideal age when you can go out with boys.
The ideal age when you can wear make-up,
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You are my description of love,
you are my description of a friend,
you are my description of everything.
You are my description of beginning to end,
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