Christina Ader

they say, it`s penny deal
revealing cloaks of merits
and asperities of life.
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oh, darkness, darkness of my soul,
endured with the time and still not gone,
marred half a far to hollowed bottom,
manacled diamond, by love forgotten.
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I wish I were your virgin suicide,
Fair hair and perverted smile stuck to face,
The only soul is to demise,
Carnal intensions for embrace.
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The White/Red came up, once strolling around.
The bluish Black in langour, sipping wine.
Flash. They both rushed, blending.
Music started, no pause, no hesitation.
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Surprising fear in your skill,
How thou drag miracles to me
Beyond the universal speed and will,
Like omnipresent God - common and eerie.
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I-U story is a history and myth,
Fulfilled with rapes and eerie gods.
Urged, gained, but then I stepped aside,
As once with you, enchanting Psyche,
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enchanted heart alike a soft toy
lay pallpable and ductile-gummy
digested by a choosy girl or boy
left spiritless aside as if a dummy
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My Eve, you are a mischief like Lilith
And able to transform my blood in` wine
To turn this fairy story contempt beneath,
To squeeze it through vital veins of mine.
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Life-lasting-wait-of-wonder heart`s bleeding,
Starving from a search-hunger of way out,
By border, but no passage or a trace. I need
Embrace, while flying over sea and sands, and seas
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alike an orphan when
all new the best-and-onlys
relinquished tenant court to see
their ancestors` nests,
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