Cielo Dela Cruz

How could I define love
When I have given it a million times
But pain is returned to me intentionally
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Why do I still want?
When you could hardly feel yourself
Because of the deep pain of a broken heart
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Please teach me to move on
For me to live alone
Please teach me to stop yearning
For me to strive more
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There is this feeling
Holding for a hope..
There is this feeling
Strong to dream of…
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Is it fulfilling to hurt someone?
Is it satisfying to lie around?
Is it rewarding to deceive?
Is it gratifying to see her shed a tear?
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I kept on thinking
Is it hard for you to understand?

I kept on thinking
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What will it feels like….
For a warm hug and a sweet kiss
Every first minute of the morning
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I have given you my trust
With all my heart and all
I entrusted you my love
Without any doubt, and gave it all
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Your eyes show's honesty
Your smile warms me deeply
Your words comforts me
And lift my soul to bliss
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It’s nine o’clock in the evening and here I am
Scanning my mind to set my feelings free
As much as I wanted to keep it inside me
But everyday a tear fells on my cheeks.
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How to trust when you felt the pain of betrayal?
How to share happiness when it was taken away?
How to care when you had never felt it with someone?
How to listen when you had heard so many lies?
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After a long wait I heard your voice
I felt happy in a second
But it fades away after a minute
As you throw hurting words away
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