Clara Diskley Poems

My life is nothing special, just the same boring routine
I have a simple life and there's no excitement in that
Although I always think about everything I do
and sometimes I wish I didn't have to
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It's thrilling to look at the cover
Thinking, judging the cover
Just like anyone judges you
It honestly bothers me,
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I feel like I'm silver when I want to be gold
It aggravates me how gold is always better
than silver
Gold is saying when you win you're a champion
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All the time I cannot breathe
It feels as though there's no oxygen
I can't hold my breath any longer
Otherwise I would be giving in to you
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Everyone thinks life is so simple
But its not, maybe to you it is,
but for me its not
Everyday is just another struggle
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At the begining, you were so sweet
Helped me out when I was in doubt
Always stuck by me when things
were difficult
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Observing every single aspect
Listening to what they are saying
Wondering why are these things this way
My outlook is telling me something different
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Feeling pretty lousy when I see your face
I am sorry I cannot be happy for you
I'm acting like I don't care, but trust me
I do
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Slow motion feels the best
So slow that time might even stop
If I go a certain speed my point of
view looks better
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They say that death is one of the hardest things
Everyone says to get over it and move on with your life
But what they dont know is that i cant
I cant just pretend that everything that ever happened to me
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