Connie Tallada

As i sit in our classroom and watch my classmates
I hate to think that our days together are just a few night sleeps
Few months, few weeks and few days from now we will part ways
What we have now will soon come to its end
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I am a girl who waits for days, weeks, months
and even years just for a single kiss.

I am a girl who cries
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I am here staring at my calendar
My birthday is not quiet so far
Next month I'll be another year older
Another birthday without you here
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As I watch the news stories at my television
I couldn't help but to stare and turns my head on
Another number of casualties, another wounded
Another mothers who cry over their childs body
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When Jesus Christ died at the cross
He saved the earth from satan's force
The God son's bloody death was done
To ease the sins of the land
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If God is human just like us
Maybe He could be one of my classmates
Then I could ask Him about our homeworks
And maybe we could be best buddies
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Tomorrow if you don't see me
Would you wonder why?
Tomorrow if you don't see me
Would you be looking for me?
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Yesterday....
I was lying in my bed with my furry little scruffy
Right beside me was my mom watching over me.
Years back then I was just a little baby
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The wind is blowing so coldly
So am I, I feel so cold
Christmas would be lonely and chilly
Without you here to hug and to hold
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Memories are killing me
I can't hide myself from agony
In the darkness of the night
All I can see is emptiness
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My mind went totaly blank
and my heart went static
I feel like I am torned apart into a mere debris
My senses refuses to response
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She was lying unconscious and helpless
Inside the emergency room sorrounded with nurses
She lied still, no pulse, no heartbeat
Almost lifeless, she struggled to keep her every breath
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I remember you most when things go wrong
I think of you every time I hear a love song
When I'm sobbing inside, I just think of how you laugh
Your words of encouragement have lifted me up
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And I smile while I cry deep inside
I laugh despite the pain that I hide
I have you here right beside me
Yet your thoughts are seem so far away
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You could tell me a million lies

And it may strike me countless times
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Every warrior has said 'yes' when he meant 'no'
Every warrior has said 'i will' when he meant 'no way! '
Every warrior has said 'aye, aye' when he meant 'i can't'
Every warrior has said 'okay' when he meant 'damn it'
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Under the burning heat of the sun
They were forced to sleep with a thick blanket
In the middle of a cold night
They were awake fighting the cold breeze
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I love seeing those smiles everyday
The way you giggle in your crazy little way
Every single tantrum that you show
Those unconditional you that made me blue
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One day, I will leave
and will never come back again

You will stare at your phone
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You are preparing for a long holiday vacation
I am getting ready for a deployment anytime soon
You are packing your bag on your way home
I am here all packed-up for a year-long roam
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