Courtney Caine
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I try to wash away the pain with pills'
I try to make the pain go away, but still,
Everyday no matter how hard I try,
Happiness for me is hard to find,
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chocking on the tears
the pain to hard to swallow
the cries to low to be heard
the scars to deep to be seen
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the broken soul cries for help
but does anyone hear
cause if they do
why wont they help
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tell me your secrets
but i wont share mine
you gave me your word
but all i have is mine
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i need you
you are my everything
the one that makes everything bad go away
the one who makes me
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the tears come but they wont fall
leaves me wondering what wrong with me
I don't know all I want to do is cry
I would never let anyone see my tears
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come to me let me keep you safe
i will take alway all the pain
all the hurt i will be there for you
when everything goes wrong
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no one knows who i am they see a happy face someone who has no problems someone who laugh at everything why can't people see beyond the mask that is so easily broken yet so hard to break.why can't you see the girl who would do anything to make you happy so she can find a little bit of happiness.why can't you see the broken hearted little girl that needs help to come out of hiding cause she to scared to be seen for who she really is.why can't you see that she needs help.her bruised heart wont heal.The cuts on her wrist tell you something wrong but you wont help cause your scared of what might happen.Why wont anyone care for her what has she done to be hated she craws on her knees begging for someone to give her something to live for but you have forsaken her.You push her down farther then she can handle.she can't get up to scared to try again.So she gives up no longer scared of death but welcomes him into her home willing to obey her master she cuts a little to high and to solve all her problems and ready to give him her blood felled with pain and misery.She lays in the floor in a pool of her own blood no longer seeing beyond the hurt and the pain a small smile be again to form on her face.She was being released from from a world that she didn't belong in.a peace settled over her one that she had never felt before her mom and dad walk into her room to see what had become of there daughter the mother screamed and starts crying her father takes her into his are praying that he wasn't to late to save what he had forsaken he ran into the hospital screaming please help her please.they tried all they could but the forsaken girl could not be saved.At her funeral the ghost of the forsaken girl looks around and seen so many people crying and anger builds within her why could these people not cry for her when she was alive did it take her death to make them see what they had done.She looked over at her mother and father they were both crying.She had never seen her father cry before so why was he crying now that was her only though she had as she walk over to them and she hears the word that she had never heard before...............
am sorry my daughter i will miss you my little one..
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stuck in something i don't want,
the pain of slowly dying makes the tears fall faster
the words will never come out no matter how hard i try
am stuck with you while you slowly kill me with your lies
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I hate you so much that it makes me want to puke,
I hate you cause I care when i wasn't supposed to,
I hate you cause you hurt me and you don't even know it,
I hate you cause you can make me cry when no one else can,
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broken into more pieces then one
what do i do
they tell me don't give up
but what do i do with a broken heart and a love for pain
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hello broken soul
am here to help
but u wont let me
i hear your cries
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the war is over
i surrender
i lost this war and my heart
the tears fall to let me know
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time has com to a stand still
watching as the skin breaks
as the blade slides through
nothing i can do now its been done
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anger run through my veins
I cant stand you
I hate everything about you
why cant you see that
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the night grows longer
the darkness craves you
a mistress of the night
the truth never in sight
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my heart is breaking
i never though you
would do it the tears fall
so easy now
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Courtney Caine Biography
am the normal depressed girl that where most of my poems come from all my poems are what am feeling.some say that what makes them good.)
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Wash It Away
I try to wash away the pain with pills'
I try to make the pain go away, but still,
Everyday no matter how hard I try,
Happiness for me is hard to find,
Losing all hope of finding love,
Begging for help from above,
Instead of getting better, things get worse,
To me, living feels like a curse,
Feeling of death comes to mind,
The light in the dark I can not find,
All I need is someone to listen,
All I need is someone to care,
Because at this moment living,
Is a burdon I can not bare,
My fingers shake,
I've had more than I can take,
My heart breaks,
With every breath I take,
To live in this place,
With all the troubles I have to face,
I just want to scream, but I hold it all in,
Afraid of letting everyone her my awful sin,
Happiness is a word unknown to me,
Happiness is a word not created for me,
Maybe it is not meant for me to be,
All together, free and happy,
I fake a smile so people won't know,
The pain I feel is hard to show,
To everyone else I am happy,
For them it's hard to see,
I hide the darkness with a fake light,
That's my only weapon in this fight,
A tear falls down my cheek,
And soon I become weak,
I fear I am not strong enough to hold on,
I fear no one will miss me when I'm gone,
My heart aches from loneliness and betrayal,
No matter how hard I try I will fail,
My heart breaks from lies and loneliness,
I feel like I'm all alone in a foggy mist,
What used to be clear, now is blurry,
Why must I fear, why must I hurry,
It's so hard to see anymore,
The things I used to adore,
I make you laugh so I can hide,
So you can't see how I hurt inside,
I smile, to hide the pain,
My life, I live in vain,
I've had enough, all I want is to be loved,
I try to let it out, but no one pays attention,
I think to myself what have I done,
I'm killing myself slowly and no one minds,
To even realize, what's going on in my mind,
To even realize, how I am feeling deep inside,
Feelings of death and sorrow,
Dreading tomorrow,
every day, I fade away,
Even more, than before,
Till soon I am invisible,
My life that used to be fun,
Has now become, miserable,
Everyday, when I awaken,
I feel, I have already forsaken,
Every night when I go to sleep,
I feel life's defeat,
day by day, life drift's away,
pill after pill, I become ill'
freedom to me one day will come,
until then life will go on,
everyday my cry's are silenced,
everyday avoiding violence,
the pain i feel isn't physical,
the pain i feel is internal,
the pain i feel is mental,
the pain i feel is untouchable,
self abuse is the worst type,
for a person to take their own life,
i am the victim, yet am the cause,
i am the reason, one day my life will end,
i am to blame, for all the pain,
you yell, i cry,
you yell at me, but why,
what have i done, to you,
that makes you hate me so much,
what am i suppose to do,
when all i want is someone to love me,
someone to hug me, someone to hold me,
someone who's gonna be, everything i need,
i need someone to show me the way,
i need someone to tell me every things gonna be okay.
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