Because I love you and can carry through,
the right eternally,
I know that similarly you love me.
...
I find the darkness closing in on me
suffocating me
there's no end to my suffering
Then i see you come
...
I wish I could tell you I'm sorry
sorry for all the things I've done to you
but I can't
because the truth is
...
There's something on my mind
But I can't tell you
for the fear of being rejected
is far greater than my love
...
nothing makes sense anymore
it never did
i wish i could go back to what i was before
before i met you
...
I never once told you I loved you
I missed all my chances,
and now you're gone forever.
You'll never know
...
Someday you will feel the pain that I have suffered
Someday you will find you cannot live without me
But you will never experience,
the evil that I have seen in this world.
...
I still remember that night,
the night i made a vow,
a vow not to cry
until i saw you crying beside me.
...
someone told me to never change
but I feel I need to change for you
If I change I'll be betraying them
If I don't, you'll hate me
...
I have no one to turn to
My hopes and dreams turn to ash
everything makes less and less sense.
I'm not who you think I am
...