Dama Tristeza Poems

Could it be that this is real?
Could it be that it's safe to feel
More in love than I've felt before?
'Cause each day I love you more and more.
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Indecisive about what matters,
Only because I've been shattered
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I wish, as I sat here,
Nearing midnight, you see
Just to pretend that it doesn't hurt me....
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Lust
On top of
Varying
Emotions
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Inappropriate at best

Aggravating
Mistrustful
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Scared to trust,
You’ll let me down.
Scared to believe
You need me now.
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If I become attached,
Will you leave me?
If I say, 'I love you, '
Will you hate me?
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I want to lay in bed and cry
Until there's nothing left inside.

Why does it all come back?
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Sleight of hand
Adverse
Not me
Imaginary
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I hardly know where to begin
When everything I wanted feels like sin.

Day in and day out, I’m fighting myself
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