Danielle Huffman

I hate life and I want to die
No one around me seems to care
How bad I hurt
Maybe I will slit my wrist
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I keep asking myself why I am the way
That I am
Was I born this way, did I choose to be like this
Why do I like to be touched by a woman
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Death will be coming for me soon
I can feel it make its presence
Its rots my heart and destroys my soul
Death doesn’t want me to see
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The way that I am today, is no different
from the rest
Drowning in sin, darkened soul, lingering
thoughts of death
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When you are euphoric
You see things differently
The world seems brighter
Colors are electric
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Panic turns to manic
Scared was I before
I love this feeling
Of endless thoughts
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I am swimming in the sea of darkness
Stuggling to find my way to the surface
I sink deeper and deeper
As I struggle to hold my breath
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I'm on the verge of tears
It would just be easy just to end this
Endless suffering on the inside
Bursting out of me
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Why must this take hold of me again
I thought I was experiencing happiness
Over this everlasting sadness
That often times leave me paralyzed
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Enters the girl who is sad and lonely
Feels like she's living on borrowed time
Waiting patiently for her life to end
For her, this life has no meaning
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Today is another day when I feel like I don’t want to live anymore
I have to deal with the same bulls**t that plagues me to my grave
This darkness consumes me
It devours my existence of what life use to be to me
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Have you ever been so numb
You literally didn't have the
ability to feel?
Complete nothingness
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I can feel it creeping up
The hopelessness that turns my heart
to ice
I just want to float away in a river
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Don't know which mask
I am going to wear
Day to Day
Elation, irritability, depression
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I am lost inside my head again
No one to read my thoughts but me
My own private hell
Feeding on my fears
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The pain in my soul won’t go away its hurting deeply
It lingers on in my head things that happened days ago
I just want to be left alone and I just want to die
I want to suppress this pain that is bounding me inside
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It’s dark in here Inside my soul
My mind is grey and my heart is cold
Why do I have such thoughts of death
That’s the only way I can do away
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I don’t want to live
Why won’t this feeling ever pass
I just want to die
Why am I so empty inside
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Everyone expects me to sleep tonight
But how can I when my mind is going full flight
Hopping and jumping how fast my ideas go
As i get started on one
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Here I am again in the same place that I started from
Hating frustrating coming undone
Lost in my own thoughts
Negativity in my head
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