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Everything

I want you to be everything that I need. You say I want perfection, but all I truly want is to feel. I want to tingle inside. I remember that feeling. I want to look at you and feel that tingle that once lived deep inside my soul. I remember the night you found me. You whispered in my ear, that “God brought us back together for a reason”. On that night you lived (inside) . I closed my eyes and could see your light. On that night you wanted, you needed, you worked for me. Tonight, we both exist. Share space, and time that’s empty. I am afraid. I cannot feel-anything. There is no light. Within me (a void) for us, for you, for life. I’m here but I keep longing for somewhere else, for something else. My heart wants to be here but my soul is long gone. My soul is in time dancing with the reminiscence of before. That was when I lived and loved. I yearned with excitement for what we would be. I nervously fought back the anticipation of what I thought we would feel. I thought we would be what “God brought” together. I thought we would feel a love that was timeless, draped in the possibility of endless. Not much time has passed and I cannot seem to find-anything. I am afraid of what I feel because what I feel is empty. I’m scared that what we have is not real. I am starting to believe that I chased a dream; then caught it. When I touched my dream it burst into reality. Reality is life punctuated with fear and doubt, then anger and resentment. Then comfort and familiarity. Reality ends with the sediment of dreams polished over by time and space; that has been empty. Those sediments ride through time on the hope that you will be everything that I need

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