DeAire Taylor

If our love was a rose it would be beautiful courageous and strong like my heart that beats for you
Our love is like a romeo and juliet story
But just like our love for each other
We will never die at least not alone
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Its a shame
Every day you come to me after you and your boyfriend had a fight
You always ask me
Why does he do this to me?
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I'm missing a heart because it was taken the day that you left this world
Missing the way your hair twirled into curls
Missing the laugh you had because it made me smile
Also the way you missed me cause we ain't talked in a while
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Now you left me for a girl
And made my world turn in a whirl
When I think of you I start to hate myself
Because now you're like a drug
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As I open my eyes for the last time I think of you and us
And what we used to be
We were once together
We went from a small fling to a big love connection
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Black or white?
Why should it matter?
Why should you judge me on my skin and not my character?
Because I'm darker than you, should I really be last?
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You better back away from me
All of the things that you did to me
Are unspeakable
Inexcusable
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It's been a year
Since the murder
One year
Since I lost you
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What are you doing?
Why are you like this?
You love me one second and hate me the next
You hug me then push me away
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Where I've been is not a happy one
I've been called many names before
Bisexual, Negro, ignorant, ugly, two-faced, crazy
Well, let me ask you something
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Where is your hand?
Where is your heart?
The memories of me holding you are still in my head
Every beat in my heart represents the times we said 'I Love You'
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It's been four years since I last saw you
The last day I was in Lebanon
We were the coolest kids on the block
You were the ice while I was the fire
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I have to wake up
So I can see your eyes
So you can hold me in your arms
I can't take a breath without you
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What should I do?
Should I tell you that I had a nightmare about you that came true?
The nightmare that's been on my mind ever since you passed away?
I stood there in the hospital while you were on the bed breathing your last breath
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We could have been best friends
We could have been enemies
We could have raced across the world
We could have got into a fight every day
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I've been thinking about you all day and I was wondering can I see you
I know we only known each other for a while but theres something I gotta tell you
Its that you're beautiful
You're wonderful
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I know that we're torn apart
But why do you want my heart?
I know we got problems but why are you still beaten me?
And then hug me at the end and then laugh with glee
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I'm the untouchable cat whose style is right
I can be mistaken for the smooth and silent type
I spit on the mic
And I bite like I had vampire teeth
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When you're around me
My heart skips beats
My palms sweat
My eyes close
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