deborah mae lacay

lonely.. clueless..
don't know what to do without you..
my heart is breaking in two..
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say it- will you?
don't leave me wondering
what you could be up to
the nights are endless
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as a watch time pass me by
scenes of loneliness flash across my weary mind
i wish i could just close my eyes
and forget about the night's blinding light.
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think everything can be solved with a single word
then nothing would hurt like a sword
another theory says it can give refreshment
to a once wounded heart so as to end torment
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the fragrant smoke has risen through the air
its aroma has stuck to my hair
reminding me of sweet memories
spent with you over cups of coffee
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darkness has enveloped the bright clear sky
the tears never seem to run dry
slowly and softly like sad water they flow
taking away my life's passionate glow..
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been trying to see what's on my mind which flatters
checkin'..no, it's what on the heart that matters
wondering if i could let the latter dominate
and leave everything to the dreaded fate..
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life must have been cruel these days
the consequences of the past always leave a trace
if only a spur of the moment could wipe them away
i shouldn't have been living all in gray.
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it hurts.. i don't know why, it just did
i don't know how it began, i just found out it's there already
seeing you just around is making me harder each day
you're indeed there, yet so away from me..
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i could see nothing but desire
something deeper is just hanging upon a wire
there's nothing more i could expect
but plain and simple fondness minus the spark..
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i tried to retrieve something, but there's none i could find
i wanted to figure out if the feeling's gotten anything behind
i just don't know what exactly to expect or look for
it's just that having you around isn't doing me good anymore..
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leave me a loser, leave me worthless
take everything with you, so with my senses
take the love away as you wish
but don't leave me in all the pain and anguish..
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it is contained in his eyes
but it's something he denies
i hope i can look out for more
he keeps it..he looks at me con amor..
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