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A Song For You

A Song for You.
There is something you should know...
Something I've hidden deep inside my soul.
You know last time I saw you, I told you, and “I hate you”!
I also told you, “You were the worst thing that had ever happened to me! '
These things were not true…
The things I want to say, you can't see...
They are kept, locked away, in the dark abyss that is my heart.
I want to tell you, but in truth, I don't know where to start.
There are three words, I wish to say...
But my mind fills with doubt and pushes them away.
Deep down in my blackened heart, two sentences start a riot.
The chains and locks squeeze tight and try to fight it.
Inside I'm torn; my mind and heart have started a war.
Cause in my mind, hate rages on.
In my heart love, becomes strong.
Which one is right?
Which one is wrong?
Which one will win?
Which one will lose?
My heart and mind are making me confused.
They argue back and forth, turning the table on one another.
My heart says we belong together.
But my mind says otherwise.
My heart screams at me, begging me to forgive you, for what you did.
My mind screams at me, telling that my emotions mean nothing.
You chose her over me, she was my best friend and so were you.
You remember that?
It’s true, after that terrible day, my mind flew.
Twisting and turning, and swirling.
Stomach sickening ….
Mind all muddy….
And my heart was all bloody.
Now I’m here to tell you.
What you did was wrong…
So I sit here and write this song.
What I want to say pushes me to the brink every day.
I can feel the words on the tip of my tongue.
They are fighting for a chance to get through.
These three words are just for you.
I can deny it all I want.
But who can challenge feelings, over thought?
What I really want to say is, “I love you.”
This is how I feel, even with the pain you put me through.
And, so this is my letter, a letter of confession.
No matter how many times I tell you, “I hate you.”
So no matter how many times I say, “You’re the worst thing that ever happened to me.”
What I really mean to say is complete opposite.
So flip the sentences into contra positive.
I will never forget, and I will never forgive.
Even thought I love you, I will never trust you again, for as long as I live.

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