don't ever ask

i know i can't have you,
i know it's absolutely impossible,
yet the collision of your lips,
makes it so hard to me.
...

forget your former passions,
forget what you've lived,
forget everything that harms you,
forget how she used to smile.
...

Amongst the smoke,
The laughs and the jokes,
I stare at you.
Amongst the secrets and the lies,
...

While every single human rests,
and the nightly creatures claim their place,
the sweet sound of silence,
combines with the profound darkness of the night.
...

I wish I were able to say,
That everything is ok,
But such a liar I shall not be,
I am miserable, alone and depressed.
...

my pale cold skin
is in the want of your touch
loneliness is consuming me
i want the indifference of your eyes.
...

I saw you again,
With your usual disdain,
And your hostile smile,
Was completely worthwhile.
...

It’s funny how to see.
someone like you...
Who purges the air with mystery,
Who for the foreign eye,
...

i'm a damned creature,
lurking in the shadows,
completely alone.
is this horrid human body.
...

your former obsessive sufferment,
haunts me even in my dreams,
i know i make you happy,
but i also want to be your sorrow,
...

Shed a tear,
In utmost fear
Of your rejection
There’s much reflection,
...

I still remember,
That sweet November,
The taste of your lips,
No-one can eclipse,
...

what i though was wrong,
what i felt was mishandled,
i've been fooling myself.
The veil has finally fallen,
...

Evolution favoured us,
We are now the superior race,
at least, that's how we call ourselves.
Humans now wander in this earth,
...

why is it that everytime i'm around you everything else fades away?
why is it that nothing but you make sense?
why can i only find peace in your eyes?
why do i crave for the sound of your voice?
...

I used to think,
I wouldn't feel again,
I was wrong.
I used to think,
...

i could say that i'm sorry
for breaking your heart,
yet my words don't mean a thing,
i'm anything but sorry.
...

All of this will never suffice,
All these hopes, all these dreams,
They remain superficial
Just like me.
...

I am colder now,
more than i was few days ago,
struggling to keep,
some of the sanity within.
...

i am as depressed as i can get
everything lately,
has been building up
to this frustated climax i am in.
...