donavan avril Poems

In the event of my absence,
Remember me for the good and the bad.
Speak about the bad don't leave it out.
Speak about the good times we shared together, when I will be gone.
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The days grow older,
The nights get me weaker.
I still cannot forget the life we shared.....
Am tired of tears,
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As I walk through the dark woods with fear on my mind,
It remind me of my life with the scene of betrayal and dishonest
To corruption to confusion with murder on my mind.....
Am looking for the light but my path is too dark so I look up to the heaven try to find my way out, but I found myself in the cemetery saying goodbye to an other homie....
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As I look up to the heaven, because on earth has nothing more for me.
With bloody hands and sore feet,
To stone face and bread crumbs lips.
It this the end of mankind, or the beginning of a new race....
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The darkness with me is taking over my light..
Am surrounded by internal fire with no water to consume.
My flesh is being tarnish
at sunrise but heals at sunset..is that's the price u pay for being a sinner....
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Where is the december of mine, with an amazing atmosphere and slender of joy....
To over crowed business places
With smile on everyone faces! ! !
December where are you! ! !
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Today I really love you,
Tomorrow I wanna kill you,
Why do I have suck emotions?
Why am bleeding for your when u always view me as an option.
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Am humble because I know how it feel,
To be at the bottom and have nobody and no friends.
No body to believe in me, take a look of me now.....
Everyone you ask for help always turned u down.
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Don't be astonish by the looks,
Looks are so deceiving......
Don't be terrified by my actions...
Cause u don't know what I have been though to commit such a crime...
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