Doodle Bug

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when u love someone so much u don't realize it until the fear of them leaving or finding Someone else scares u to the core. Nervous with every beautiful women tht crosses their path yet to timid to show how you feel, to worried they'll c ur green eyed monster n believe that's all you are.
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Never being able to express this pain is my true horror. Feeling low, deserted, depressed, lost, confused, and jus plain gone. That simple action we take for granted until it is no longer avialible. After being forced to hide all fear sorrow and pain, i am unable to show any of it.
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Confusion will still grip us even when we're sure of the others feelings. Im still unsure how i feel i love n crave him. Near me. When hes gone i feel incomplete n wen hes here im happy but still slightly lonely. No matter how close i am to him he feels far away.
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No compass can show you the way. No survival skills hidden tricks or star maps will guide u. Wen ur mind is lost u r never found. I walk empty cold streets alone with my music. Not knowing which way is up which is down n were i want to be found.
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No matter how much u want an crave a person to b urs and only urs u hav no control over who they are or wat they are. U can call them ur lover ur man/women ur boy/ girl friend or husband/ wife bt that doesnt secure anything.
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