Joy stayed with me a night --
Young and free and fair --
And in the morning light
He left me there.
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I do not like my state of mind;
I'm bitter, querulous, unkind.
I hate my legs, I hate my hands,
I do not yearn for lovelier lands.
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The first time I died, I walked my ways;
I followed the file of limping days.
I held me tall, with my head flung up,
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If I don't drive around the park,
I'm pretty sure to make my mark.
If I'm in bed each night by ten,
I may get back my looks again,
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Why is it, when I am in Rome,
I'd give an eye to be at home,
But when on native earth I be,
My soul is sick for Italy?
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My answers are inadequate
To those demanding day and date
And ever set a tiny shock
Through strangers asking what's o'clock;
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He'd have given me rolling lands,
Houses of marble, and billowing farms,
Pearls, to trickle between my hands,
Smoldering rubies, to circle my arms.
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