Dutch A3olo Poems

All those times you blamed me
For the things i didnt do
All those times you came to me
To talk our problems through
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You got my heart
My heart on a string
Got what it takes to take everything
Take everything with just one little smile
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Ten, nine..
Inside I feel a silent roar that's builds up more and more..
In my heart I contain this urge that is trying to emerge..
I feel it swell up in me, inside of me, I try to scream it away silently..
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With you on that side..
With me on this side..

It's the gab between you and me..
It goes deeper that the eye can see..
It's the canyon that can't be crossed..
Without the connection all seems to be lost..
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Loved you once, and one time to much
These feelings came at once
Unprepared, unknowing dealing with these things
Feelings I liked before are now turned against me
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Some people have children they don't derserve
Why doesn't anyone do anything
We have rights you have to preserve
And after the deed what will just a sorry bring?
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Breaking down by bits and pieces
Bits and pieces..
Slowly falling apart
You can feel it in your heart
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Are you truly too busy to care for your own
or just too selfish and greedy to provide a good home
Are you so lost in yourself, your own needs you must meet
when you should help and make time for your child with a need
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I've settled down, bought a house and soon someone calles me dad
I have to walk the dog, go to work and I'm not feeling sad
Lived my life free and done what I wanted done
Reach my goals and now I've settled down
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In another world we seem to be.
A creation of our own, somewhere to flee.
Somehow all appears to be real.
Though it's still just a dream.
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