Edgard Canales

Nightmares always the same
me either dead or in chains,
think I'm going insane
cause I cry in the rain.
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People say my struggles have made my eyes real deep
clear windows to my soul,
but I believe its more than what you see.
I believe I have and old soul,
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It's been a long time since I talk about this
gotta swallow hard just to reminisce.
Around the time that I was 9
Ralph G. such a tragic death,
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At night I can't sleep,
From things in my life I have seen,
I toss, turn, shiver & shake
Lord, help me
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When I'm stressing and feeling low
I roll one up
and burn white boyz 'til there is no more.
Short or long white boyz
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She gets so excited like we haven't seen each other in a while
when I walk in the room,
She jumps on me, kiss and hugs me, so I can't help but smile.
Hair let down to compliment her pretty face,
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Best feeling in the world
for the first time in my life
I had both my little girls.
My family came to visit
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I had writer's block for a long time in my life,
It was like the fire in my soul just died.
I tried to write,
but my ideas weren't too bright.
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Writing is like a breath of fresh air,
inhale words inside my mind
exhale on paper my life uncensored and bare,
in a daze at the sky I stare
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Sometimes I feel single,
it's f.cked up,
but sometimes
with another girl I want mingle.
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Wondering, thinking,
even pondering of the night I met you,
the moon was bright & the sky a dark blue,
I could smell your scent from a mile away
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They question how through my poems I speak my mind
say I get to personal
When I choose the words to make my rhymes
they criticize and whisper things behind my back
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Love You Guys

I Have something deep inside I would like to share
when I say I Love & Miss You Guys
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Standing here perplexed
I have this pain inside my chest.
People crying in this room,
Doesn't sound like tears of joy,
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Da moment U were born,
I was in a cell,
with my heart so torn.
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Nataly & Miya, you own my heart
wish things would have been different from the start.
I made harmful mistakes in the past
just a teen confused and living fast.
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In a letter,
I remember what you said to me once:
I'm 15 and sentenced to indefinite months.
For what I have done, I will never have a drivers license
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Behind all the laughter and the smiles
there is only long and painful miles.
There is a leak on my roof
when it rains
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Mary, Mary,
Lady of my dreams
to inhale your sweet aroma
has been my biggest sin.
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4 What it's worth...
I apologize
for all those times
I made you hurt.
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