I see you loosing your zeal for life,
I see you slow down in the lane of life,
You seem to be conceded defeat,
By what, I do not know
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Calculating mind you amaze me
Always thinking of a way to amuse yourself
Amusement at my hearts expense
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I nagged, you mourned
I sulked and you groaned
I clung, you pulled away
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Once I loved you and adored you
Now I despise and detest you
Once I thought I could not live without you
Now I long to be rid of you
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i stare outside the window of my soul
i fear the unhappiness that i see
i fear the frailty of my body, my heart, my soul
i fear what is happening around me
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You look in the mirror and you see an old broken woman
You see a used up body that no one will want
You feel worthless and unappreciated
You feel useless and unwanted
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I am filled with so much saddness
I am on my way to see my prents
I ought to be happy after so long
Instead i am filled with saddness
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All the pain i feel, All the anguish
All the humiliation
my heart has had to hold
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Oh wicked soul,
Your wickedness is like honey-sweet venom to the rightoeus man's soul
Your words like piercing whistles to the rightoeus man's ears
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