Just let me sit here,
Stare at you from somewhere,
Let my heart beat without a care,
With all the love that I can't share.
...
A sad smile broke upon a sensual lips,
Lifted the wine glass, took a few sips,
Tremors shook the gorgeous fingertips,
As the music blinds time as it slips.
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Where to go, I asked,
How and where, and what is my task?
Am I to hide and wear a mask,
To blend in well till my time reached dusk?
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Drawn, that was I,
Your image locked in my eye,
From my lips slipped a sigh,
As all thoughts have gone to fly.
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At this young an age I set off to find,
A meaning so well defined,
By a song, a melody of a love in mind,
With a passion, untamed and wild.
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Oh, 'tis shame, all the more a tragedy,
When a world of imaginary,
Comes better than reality,
That reality is naught but a lie, however we refused to see.
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Secretly Loving You
Just let me sit here,
Stare at you from somewhere,
Let my heart beat without a care,
With all the love that I can't share.
All day I wonder,
In a faraway land I'll wander,
And its you I see in there,
I will give you all the love that I could muster.
In the midst of the night I awoke,
With my own sweat I soaked,
You hunt my dreams and feelings are evoked,
I laugh and cry, mad because it was only a joke.
Relentlessly, I watch you again,
I wonder why my heart was taken,
I'm so lost I don't know where to begin,
A madness this strong can't be lessened.
Unfair is this maybe,
That I love someone who can't return his love to me,
But there's only one thing I see,
I will be whatever you want me to be.
Say I'm crazy,
Desperate maybe,
But I love you and that's all that I can see,
In my dreams I'll kiss you tenderly.