You left me,
maybe I drove you away,
You left me,
So alone, day after day,
...
I wish it were true,
that you all miss me too,
as much as I miss all of you,
...
Once upon a time,
There was such a fool,
and the fool fell hard for you,
...
I am a shell, of what I used to be,
Used to be happy, so free,
But now, oh now, just look at me.
I am always so sad, always crying,
...
I wish you knew who this was,
I wish you could see how I feel,
I wish you could open your eyes and just see,
that I'm always gonna be here, waiting,
...
I can hear the music playing,
softly, but so compelling,
Telling me things, begging me to come near,
to find the source who was playing that
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The dreams are worse then before,
I think somethings wrong at my core,
For in the dreams, I'm nailed to the floor,
and this time, I don't think I'll recover,
...
Tears in my eyes,
Heart in pieces,
I sit quietly,
cursing myself for starting to believe,
...
He listens to me,
and shows me might care,
He jokes around,
makes me laugh til I'm near tears,
...
My new friends name is Timothy,
hes just nineteen,
He's sweet, kind, funny and so caring,
he makes me smile til my cheeks ache,
...