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Feeling Like Nothing

Words can't explain the pain I go through,
It's just that i cant help the way I feel
Why can't i just wake up,
And know that none of this was real
Cause everything I've been through,
Has inflamed my broken heart
Every hurtful word towards me
Has pierced my soul & ripped me all apart
I've made myself so depressed,
I can't control myself
I go through complete breakdowns,
& no one is ever there to help
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME
I FEEL LIKE I'M NOTHING
I just want to be normal
I want to feel loved by somebody
I wish I could have just one person,
Who understood my pain?
Someone that could put me back together
And make everything go away
I don't know how to cope with this,
I can't think straight
You'd think people would understand how I feel
I just can't find the right words to say
To make them understand
What it's like to live my life
The one where I'm stuck in a black hole
Alone and cold, drenched in tears from my cry
Why can't I just be normal?
Why is life so rough?
All I ever am is depressed
Like I'm no one,
I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH
I'm stuck inside this world
I feel I don't belong
I don't know what I've don't to deserve this
What entirely did I do wrong?
I'm sick of being sad,
I just want to be content
I want people to feel my pain,
And realize that I only act fine for pretend
Keep inside I'm bleeding
I'm starting to feel weak
I used to be able to stand on two feet
And now I lay here on my knees
You don't know what it's like
To walk in my shoes and live my life
To feel so alone
And to feel like your nothing
No one's here to save me,
No one's here to stop the bleeding
I'd do whatever it takes
To feel anything other than nothing.
-Erin D. Guzman

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