ESPN CHICK Poems

Everyday, Every hour I dream about it
About my future the way I want it to be
I dream everyday about who I want in my life
And who I don't
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I wish I knew the right words to say
And when to say them
I wish I knew why bad things happen
Especially to the people I love
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When I say I'm okay I'm really not
I'm just hiding everything inside
Just look at the scars and see that I want more
But something always holds me back
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Since the day you walked into my life I have changed
You took me in and locked me into your heart
I have never felt anything like this before
Since the day you locked me into your heart
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I pretend that every thing's OK
when all I want to do is breakdown
why cant people take me for who I am
It shouldn't matter what you look like
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Whenever I'm alone I can't help but to think of you and how much you mean to me
I wish you were still around, I need you now more than ever
And I just wish I knew the reasons why you faded away out of my life
Every time I erase the thoughts of you away something reminds me of you
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The nights are getting lonely more and more everyday and night
I try to hide the painful past but lets face it, it still hurts
Nothings the same and neither am I
Wishing that someday I would have something to look forward to
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Do you remember the time where we felt free?
Remember those days where we felt like we could do anything?
Those times where we felt alive and not so alone
Not so afraid of what the future might bring
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Listening to music to sooth my soul
Then I'd hear a stupid love song
And it reminded me of you
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I'm not like the other girls
And for you to like me is outrageous
Don't you know thats so not me
To fall like this
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