ESPN CHICK Poems

I walk away from everything
Trying to hide the way I feel
I used to live with a wall around me
And never let anyone in
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I'm sorry that I'm not skinny enough for you

I'm sorry that I'm not pretty enough for you
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I've never have felt so alone before in my life
I just feel like nothings going right and all I wanna do is cry
Nobody understands me
They don't wanna know the true side of me
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I need to get away
I need to know who I am
I need you the one person that I cannot
Hang on to
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Everything has changed including me
I'm not the same girl that you keep leaving
If you come back I'm not gonna fall for your games anymore
I'm done with all those lies
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My heart was broken into two pieces and now
Its shattered into a trillion pieces
Shattered by all the pain I've hidden
Shattered by everyone in my life
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Trying to forget you
Its just so hard when you feel this warmth inside
When I talk to you, you take this pain away
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I wanted you to know
That I've been down that road
A million times or more
And to let you know that
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Sitting here staring at the phone waiting for you to call
Wondering if you still care
Where are you?
Why haven't you called?
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The way I feel doesn't matter anymore
Faking the smiles everyday not letting my true feelings show
The way I feel is that no one truly cares
Caring about me is like caring for an invisible friend
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