ESPN CHICK Poems

Because of you I don't know whats right or wrong anymore
Because of you I have to pretend that I'm happy with you
I could never breakaway from this relationship
You had me locked up and would not let me free
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Its three in the morning and I can't seem to sleep
All I can think about is you and what you mean to me
You're the one that I can trust and if I need a shoulder to lean on
I know I can come to you
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I'm holding onto this pain
And I do not know why
I do not know the reasons for anything
Especially why you are on my mind
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The black sky drifts over me
Represents who I am
My heart and soul its black
My scars upon my arm represents me
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Drowning in these tears I've cried
Hoping that it would drown out the pain
But instead I crawled through the pain
Ran through the storms
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If you only knew how much I missed you
How much I was bitter at you
All the lies you told I let them crumble into
Talking to you again was the best thing that's happened to me in a long while
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Pain all over me
It's one of the worst feelings
Can't help the way I feel
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I fake the smiles everyday
The pain still lye's under my skin
Under my skin flames are burning
I'm hurting so bad but no one can see
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Thought I was through being broken and bruised
But I guess I wasn't through cause
Here I am tonight once again hurting
Broken and bruised
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Seventeen seasons without a regret
You leave the field once and for all
Can't believe this day is actually here
Where you will hang up your cleats no longer needing to be worn
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