ESPN CHICK Poems

Right now I'm all alone
Just thinking of you
Thinking that we'd still be together
Wanted to be more than this
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It's 2 in the morning, I'm tossing and turning
Thinking of you all night long
How can this be?
Thought I was over you forever more
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Until my heart stops beating don't worry about me
Until my soul stops screaming your name don't listen
Because after all these years you've never listened before
When I needed you the most you weren't around
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It's the little things that tears me apart
The little heartbreaks that I swore would never happen
It's the little things in life I said I would forget
So much I remember and so much I cold heartily hang onto
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It's hard for her to be strong
With her back against the wall
She's feeling weaker by the hour
Knowing she ought to give in but there's hope inside
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The thoughts are flying through my mind
The clock is ticking faster each and every minute
Time is wasting and I just don't understand anything anymore
Why am I like this?
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Days goes by and for some odd reason I can't pull away
I can't pull away from the thoughts of you
I'm drugged under by your name I thought was erased from my mind
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Standing in the rain looking dumb as can be
Trying to look for a shooting star so I can wish for you
Wishing that you would be right here beside me
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I don't know why
Don't even care why
But the thoughts of you just aren't going away
Every time I think you're gone out of my mind
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In the end I know I'm better off without you
But it's killing me now not having you anymore
You don't know how hard I've tried to kept from falling apart
Trying to erase you from my mind
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