ESPN CHICK Poems

I've got you on my mind and I don't know why
I wish the thoughts would go away
I wish these memories would fade
Can't stand that I'm so far away from you
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Here all alone I sit and cry
Wondering why I'm so alone
Feels like everyone has abandoned me
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Its been a while since the last time I've heard from you
I don't know why but you never leave my mind
Even though you're the one I want to forget
Somehow I just can't forget the sight of you
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I'm pounding at the walls
Does anybody hear me?
I'm so alone
I don't know what to do
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I see the scar upon my arm
I strive for more but I know I must be strong
But I feel so weak that I can barely breathe
I grasp to feel the air
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I look into the mirror
I see the fight inside no one else sees
The battle scars are worn
The tears I wanna cry but I fight
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I made everyone believe that I was ok
But I was lying
I was putting on my fake smile
When no one was looking
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I'm wishing on a shooting star
Wishing that something great
Would head my way
Something that I can hold on to for a while
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I can fake the smiles everyday
I can cry myself to sleep every night
But I can't tell everyone that I'm not alright
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What would life be like if I never met you?
I wouldn't be this happy girl that I am today
Cause you've helped me get through this mess
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