ESPN CHICK Poems

Why are you on my mind?
Why am I always thinking about you?
Everyday and every night nothing but you on my mind
I can't let these feelings go
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If everything's ok then why am I not happy?
Always holding these tears behind my eyes & holding my pillow tight
I swear is it ever gonna end?
Bleeding on the inside cause I'm filled with pain
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When I see you it sends shivers up and down my spine
You make me feel so great like nothing else matters
When I see you smile I see that you still care
When I see you looking at me I know that you really want to talk
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Hey Hey look at me
What do you see?
Do you see the pain you have caused?
I feel like I have been living in hell
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We don't have to hurt like this
We don't have to wonder our lives away
We don't have to wait forever
We don't have to listen to anyone
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I thought about you
I thought about your touch
I thought about your hugs
I thought about your poisonousness kiss
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I thought I killed these thoughts of suicide
But they're still running through my mind
I wish these thoughts would go away
But I know with all the pain I hide
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Why wont this go away
All this pain
I'm tired of hurting
Nothing is going right
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Wanted to tell you how much I care and love you
I want to be with you
Every step of the way
No matter what is thrown at us
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Everyday I try to talk to you but every time you just ignore me
All I want is to get to know you
What happened I thought you were a pretty good guy but I guess that I was wrong
All I wanted was to know you
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