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i am a 31yr old women, i'm currently in rehab getting help for drugs & alchol & the other mental problems i have, one of those is self harm, i love the colour red i have 3 bro's & 3 sis's all older, mom/dad devorced, good upbringing but childhood traurmas)

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To Much

every day is a constant battle
Devil/Angel
win/loose
self will is no longer an option
as self will
will only distroy
head full of the ways i can self sabatarge
do i care?
give in to the voice of distruction
it's already won
& getting stronger
day by day
it's funny as it's me
i am my own distruction
& with no real motive to change
question is
do i want to change
i get excited by the very thought
& the anxiouty level is off the scale
just do the act
satisfaction of the action
no pain felt
just release & freedom
watching the blood exit
drain away, like the hurt & pain inside
how nice that feeling
but the suffering continues
& the pain is endless
so it all comes down to
To much

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