Fernando Alvarez Poems

It has been so long
Yet when I see you
I still remember
The way my heart would melt
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How would you feel,
If you knew how I felt?
If you were the reason my pain wouldn't heal.
Would you cry, knowing you killed me?
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I place the scars upon my body...one way or another.
Whether it's physically or mentally, all above other.
I look down upon the world
Thinking that all my life is absurd.
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Yesterday was the day I loved you
Yesterday you broke my heart
Yesterday I cried for your love
Today is the day I don´t care anymore
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Pain inside, I'm really hurt.
Cuts hidden under my shirt.
Feelings hidden on the inside.
Truth was hidden, all those times I lied.
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Can't you see? Don't you care
i want to die?
Can't you listen? can't you hear
My silent cry?
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They've hidden the pills
I've sworn not to cut
How could I have been so stupid
So naive
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Join Me In Death
You were the one I loved
For so long
Tonight you're in the hospital
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The pain I feel inside
Is hurting me too much,
I’m going to have to get the blade
And feel its red hot touch.
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I feel so sad.
It won't go away.
I feel it all hours.
I feel it all days.
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