Fired Heart

Last night a gentle breeze touched my face
And for a short, happy second I thought it was you.
I remembered our early days together
When we would sit in bed all day
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Little tiny ball of love
How beautiful you are.
I count my blessings every day I have kept you.
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Do you ever find yourself screaming
Yet still no one can hear you?

When you want to cry
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How deep my heart was buried when we ended,
Early hours of Tuesday morning.
I always knew it was not sustainable.
The happiness itself; enough warning.
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Do you wish me to bare the scares of my soul;
To strip me down, to stand and watch me bleed?
I’ve lived in this vacuum for so long, clean of love,
Nurturing and protecting an abandoned seed.
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Don’t you understand you will never win this game?
It wasn’t designed to be won,
Only made to make you sign your soul away.
One day when you realise this, it’s probable that it will be too late.
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What did it feel like to walk with Eve’s feet?
In our Fathers beautiful garden;
Trees and bushes baring fruit, and life;
The air humming with natures zesty cry.
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So few true diamonds can be found amidst this world anymore.
People have been consumed by a need for always wanting more.
Never happy with what they have got,
No sparkle in their eyes;
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Once my life fell down.
It came falling slow and hard to the ground

It hurt
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A life time of regrets and a few short seconds of happiness
But I wouldn’t change a thing.
I believe in fate and I believe in destiny,
So everything that has ever happened
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Oh, my fear for this world as it faces doom.
International war; civil war; rebellion;
The death of troops.
So many dead, yet, still the guns boom?
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Sorry babe, you’re not my cup of tea!
So many more like you,
So many more like you who I’ve been able to see.
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Severed lives
Cut by invisible falling knives
Bad times
Go in and out like the tide
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I smile because I am happy.
From one side of my face to the other
Stretches a sign
That everything is good
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I wish I knew if you were alright.
While I sleep
I feel as though I’m tossing and turning to your heart beat;
I have had many sleepless nights.
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Don’t tell me you love me if you don’t.
Don’t say we’ll be together forever if you think we won’t.
Don’t speak to me when you know I’m not listening.
Don’t say we’re complete if you feel inside something is missing.
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Come and rest here with me.
Look up and burry yourself in the skies.
Float up from the ground
And forget your earthly ties.
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I feel so down;
This low has reached new depths.
I wish I could control how I was feeling;
I need to give my life a new meaning.
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Every time I used to fall;
Each time hitting the ground harder and harder.
I haven’t fallen for a long time;
Is that because I have grown more cautious?
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BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG!
Cry the distant guns of war.
The whole earth is shaking,
But we stand firm, whilst others fall dead to the floor.
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