fool of forgiveness Poems

I made my own heart break
Let myself believe
That something could happen
Something between us.
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It’s that groggy feeling of snot clogging up your brain
Spilling out your nose
Running out your ears
And coming out of your eyes as tears.
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heating of the head
heating of the brain
the bang
bang
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cloggs are working
pen is scraping the paper
mind is realing
fingers drumbing
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time is free
no work to do
get ahead
with things you're not ment to do
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the soft flesh
covered in seeds
crunching in my teeth
the red juices
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Do you know that feeling?
The one you want to share?
The one where you feel;
You could do anything, go anywhere?
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chewing at my ear
not making sense
talking to me like i care
laughing and talking
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this is for my little sister, she is always going with the flow at school, doing what her friends do. but the her that's her friends clone isn't as beautiful as the her that i know. I just want people to know that they're just as beautiful as themselves..... better even.

where are you going?
what are you doing?
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I’m replaced
Not important
Old news
Yesterday.
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