forever gone

Don't be fooled by me
don't be fooled by the face i wear
masks that i am afraid to take off
and none of them are me.
...

I was just a child, an innocent child
I didn't know when, I didn't know how.
I was just a child, an innocent child.
She couldn't save me from what happened,
...

No.
This doesn't mean we can't be friends
It doesn't mean we can't hang,
Or go to the movies.
...

Together we cry.
together we shed our tears
of all the years
we left behind.
...

Do you trust me?
If I told you to let go,
let my hand go,
would you?
...

I said I would be happy now
I said I would try to smile
but its my meds, I swear
theyre stopping me,
...

If you have something to say,
just say it to my face
don't try to slide it by me
don't lie with your back turned my way
...

will you think of me
dream that i was there
will you miss me at all
you think we cant be together
...

She is what calms me
She is what soothes my fears
Don't take her away
Don't leave me here all alone.
...

She hides in the shadows,
calling them home.
Never knowing, not even once,
The darkness inside her has grown
...

I miss you, I really do.
I miss your smile,
as bright as the sun
I miss your voice,
...

I need to cry
I try so hard to cry
But still
No tears fall
...

i could tell you a thousand times
you'll never get it
i could write a million songs
but they will never be good enough
...

it always was
maybe when I'm gone
you'll miss my touch
as if you loved me
...

emotions describe themselves
a shade of cool impatience
upon the page.
they're tired of waiting for me,
...

I'm almost empty, life is fading and my heart
has become cold and dry.
Feelings only exist in hate
and that hate runs around in my veins
...

she is what calms me
she is what soothes my fears
dont take her away
dont leave me here alone
...

You fill my heart,
don't you know?
I wish I could explain it
this feeling
...

We've moved on.
Cant you?
Just let it go
I said I'm sorry,
...

I want to hold you
i want you to cry on my shoulder
in my arms
but now your gone
...