i used to believe in heaven
that angel tears were the rain
i used to believe in heaven
then i felt pain
...
i was once a flower
in a safe place
where no one came
one night i was alone
...
normally after a death
a loss, a fight
sadness is a feeling
which follows you
...
i hate you
for everything you did
i hate you for everything you said
i hate you
...
i feel like i'm drowning
in a pool of darkness
you're reaching out for me
but it seems like
...
i am the darkness
after death
the thing in the dark
the thing that tracks you down
...
i wont let him win once again
i can't let him win again
i don't want to cry again
i don't want to die again
...
Angels And Rain
i used to believe in heaven
that angel tears were the rain
i used to believe in heaven
then i felt pain
i felt pain like no other
course through my body
the vibrant green
a stinging hue
my heart is broken
but i never told you
i used to believe in heaven
but heaven took them away
i used to believe in angels
until they stole them away
i used to believe the rain was healing
now i see all it causes is pain
i used to believe in angels
like i used to believe in the rain.