Sitting in the stillness of my silent room
Wondering why I'm living and contemplating my doom
I can't sleep, can't eat, my heart's weak
But in this dog eat dog world I can't afford to be meek
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There once was a boy named Gary Napp
And Gary Napp was obsessed with rap
Day in, day out he'd be on his computer
Listenin' to Biggie, Nas, and Rick the Ruler
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I'm falling through the air
But I'm not sure why
I was flying high
And now I'm just carelessly floating
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
The darkness is coming for me
It's overtaking everything I love
It's killing everything I cherish
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There is a voice inside my head
It is loud and eloquent
Yet no one can hear it but me
Everyday it says only one thing
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Dreams are like sweet fruit
They're pleasing to the senses
Dreams are enjoyable, wonderful, and unique
They make us feel like we can be loved
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Pride
A word a whole culture one held dear
When self-respect and self-confidence mattered
When 'It takes a village to raise a child' was relevant
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What are these emotions that I am feeling
Pain, grief, agony, sorrow, and despair
It's like nothing in life is appealing
And I go through life without a care
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I never got a chance to say how beautiful you were
I never got a chance to compliment your figure
For your wisdom bettered that of a great philosopher
And your beauty puts world class models to shame
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