hidden poet Poems

You know what I really want?
I want to feel sure of myself.
I want to feel beautiful.
I want to not feel judged.
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So nervous.
Head spinning.
Just found out that you're coming back.
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Voices.

When I'm alone,
sometimes,
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I'm numb again.
I was happy for a time
but that has gone away.
Now I'm locked up in ice-
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I found you.
Or maybe you found me;
We found each other.
Finally.
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Wanting,
yearning,
needing.
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Pain is what I'm feeling
a deep and cutting pain.
Not from a blade,
nor any thing that's tangible;
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I still love you,
but you prob'ly don't love me too.
I still want you,
but you're not here for me.
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Time and time again
I let this happen.
Time and time again
my heart is ripped to pieces.
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So much pain
it's blinding me
so much pain
it's crippling me
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