i am not crazy Poems

It’s senseless feeling this way
When it’s clear that you’re unwanted
When it’s clear that everything’s fruitless and desperate
Going further and further until you achieve nothing
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Oh cunning, cunning spider
Weave me a web full of dreams
With sticky strings which connect possibilities
Overnight you create a miracle, until the dawn sings
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Words suddenly start to amass in my mouth
But barricaded by some mysterious hindrance
They give up and now they refuse
It’s too late; another abandoned chance
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Walls are narrowing as I step forth
Delivered falseness in the conceit of truth
Never must I journey to what’s not merely worth
And may I pass by as a member of the youth
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My heart is like glass when it shattered today
And my lips sealed tight for there’s nothing more I could say
Flown into rivers, driven to flood
The tears I’ve cried is already my blood
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I remain undecided by thinking of the past
Between Struggles of reality and a dream that will forever last
Why would I choose to endure the pain of before
When I've got a page of colors willing to offer more
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The morning takes its first breath
Breathes its best to overcome what’s past
A kiss from the clouds begins to open my eyes
And all of the darling day’s for me to last
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Here's another dream, another ambition
Here's another reason to reach for the stars
Why do I think that it's still possible
When it's already clear that you're too high, too far
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Lying on my bedroom floor
Letting these tears pour
I am distressed, dreadful and maddened
Thinking so hard about what had happened
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Come to me and dance to inspire
One’s twiddled mortality
And fulfill a satisfying desire
For a friend who’s open arms to welcome me
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