If I say Im lost, Would you come find me Poems

I see you,
I smile and my heart sores.
You say something sweet,
Im melting in your hand like a silly puddy.
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</>My heart is broken in to pieces,
not in two easy fix pieces,
but a thousand tiny pieces.
So when i look at you and say im broken
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If I told you I wanted to leave never to return.
Would you let me?
If I told you I want to be lost forever and never be found.
Would you still try to find me?
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If i asked you to escape the pain with me,
to run away from your problems,
to imagine a new world.
One with happiness,
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life is never what it seems,
Its never easy,
nor
never hard.
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</>Everything is spinning,
faster and faster,
Im going to be sick,
if this doesn't stop.
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You ask me if i loved you i said yes
You asked how much i replied i cant tell you
You look at me as if i said something in a different language
You ask why not,
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The state of being perfecly num is truly a beautiul feeling.
You feel no pain,
no sorrow,
no neglate,
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At the age of three, I found you
I called you daddy,
father,
my hero.
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Its funny,
if you think back to when you were a little child
your mother took care of you
she played with you
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