Jackie Oakden

sometimes im scared
sometimes i cry
sometimes i yell
sometimes i scream
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life sucks but you don't care
I know that life is never fair
because you were never there
you looked at me and walked away without a stare
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Somedays I'm a *itch
for Halloween I can be a witch
I like watching Lilo and Stitch
I know teachers who twitch
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our love is a fairy tale
its a dream its not real
if you told the story you'd fail
because no one would know how much i feel
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Did he really want to know
which way I wanted to go
which path that my life would take me
did he really wanted to know what I want to be
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As I am creating real poetry
without him disturbing my peace
my friend is busy in pottery
and having fun to say the least
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i may be a princess to you
but youre not a prince to me
no use rescuing me from a tower
im not there to be reascued too
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should i go back to my old ways
back in the oh so old days
in 2006
where i fit in with the chicks
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please avail me
she needs to be out of the shell
she want to be free
and not in hell
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Ive been harrassed i felt the pain
they laugh at me do they even know my name
they embarass me i get so afraid
but they dont know what its like to be me
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i got an idea
i just hope im wrong
the sun is not shining brightly yeah
its gonna be like that for very long
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all i know is that he is a freak
who probably thinks im a geek
now there is nothing but red on his cheeks
but all i know is that its my friend and i he seeks
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I know throughout my life I've been shy
how does that make you ask why
I'm not social like I should be
but being shy is just about me
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I can see in your eyes
that you're just full of lies
with these loose ends tied in two ties
each cut means one more girl dies
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Because of you I can't fear anything else anymore
you're the reason why I go screaming out the door
you're the reason why I sleep on the floor
in my dreams all I see is you and bloody gore
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Let me be
I must be free
Let me go
I have to show
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[verse 1]
staying up every night
until the sky breaks dawn
we're always in a fight
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there was something I wanted to say
but not today
not when the skies are gray
instead, I stay inside on my bed I just lay
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I used to think that having a life could be fun
but now I know that life can turn it's back on you
all I want to do is turn around and run
people would think you would too
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sleeping in the hallows of my dream
with the fears trapped inside my head
my imaginary friend cannot be seen
no matter how many tears I've shed
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