I feel so used
And obviously confused
My trust has been severely abused
And the anger has been, some-what, reduced
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I lie about everything, and steel from eveywhere
I'm such a wimp, I don't like truth or dare
I'm scared of water 'cause I can't swim
Your lies don't make me brim
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The feelings that I had, no longer show
I would tell you about myself, but I guess you already know.
The voices in your head have already told you.
How was my day? ha! I thought that you knew?
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They say that they know, but they have no clue.
I feel like I try my best, but they never even knew,
The guilt I feel, how reality no longer feels real.
The things that I can't take back, the things I used to steal.
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I've got a date set up for Saturday night.
Kissing it sweetly with my razorblade,
Almost touching the other side.
Tasting it's poison on my toung.
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Change is scary, change is exciting.
It is repulsive and it's inviting.
Change is something made by you and yourself.
Change is the one thing thats not made by everyone else.
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Trying for a better way,
Waiting for a better day.
Trying with all of my might,
To do good and make things right.
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I understand my results,
I excepted all of my faults.
I'm no longer haunted by my past,
I know this pain, won't always last.
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Have you ever had that feeling,
Deep inside your heart?
Just waiting for that moment,
Your life will finally start?
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