Jaya Mishra

Its not your words or your melodies
Not your hug or your stories
Not your pranks or your rule book
Its only that unusual touching look.
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Spaces and spaces
All around
All so quiet, so much silent
And a little solitary heart,
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The curves of life
Made me curly.
The time I should have
Stood straight, stuck to my morals
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What went wrong
I'm still confused
You cheated, you lied
You had me all bruised.
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Loved you with my heart,
my soul and my conscience.
Loved you with all I had,
sort of love that was world blind.
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I'm sitting in my mom
Scared to come out
Scared of the reactions
The emotions of the people
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Some sundays when mumma baked cakes
With two spoons I'ld wait for my plate
For every bite of your share I'ld take
My eyes catched the empty chair beside laid.
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Sometimes you feel that your presence isnt very much affecting the people around you.
Sometimes you feel left-out, you feel lost.
Sometimes you want to speak your heart out but could see no one around.
Sometimes you desperately wait for someone to knock at your door but could hear not even some hush.
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There were two promises
One to me and the other to you
First, to become the best
Second, to be the best for you.
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Dearest Rodd...
Dedicated to you! ! !
Telling you 'thankyou'...in your style...
Hope you like this :)
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The day was so lucky,
So special of your life
The day you were given,
You became my dad’s wife.
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Yesternight I dreamt some false
Of you holding me
Preventing me from the fall
And I dreamt not just the lust
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I knew I was alive, ‘cause I felt myself breathing
I knew I could walk, ‘cause I saw my legs moving
I knew I had feelings, ‘cause I could pity myself so much
For everything I was doing, I had done,
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'Its not you, its me'
No, this is not enough
To throw my heart so cruel
Must have not been that tough.
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I'm sitting alone and wondering why,
I met you and you became my life.
When you had to scratch yourself away,
Why did you bring those colourful days?
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Standing on his foot, I first stepped
Holding on his thumb, I passed each cleft
I’m his piece, that my name reveals
Whatever I have, he has given me.
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Away from love, care and home
Life brings pain
Thats not unknown.
But here divinity, give me strength
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When friends seemed
Just fun to me
When friends like you
Turned me into me
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