Jefte ROman

I stand here longing for some compassion
I stand here waiting for some acknowledgement
I stand here looking like an ignorant dumbass
I stand here thinking that you’ve changed
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I, who stand tall yet tremble to the thought of acceptance

I, who strives for life, love, future stability fall short to the out comings of my past
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The day i promised you is only ten hours away,
Daddy's going to take his final step to be sent away,
Daddy finished signing his life,
To defend his country with all his might,
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In the eyes of few we see the light from the darkness. We stray past the temptation, neglect, the pain to show the sides of the light that grow dimmer and dimmer.

We live to fight the darkness to rekindle the light within those of who can not see what the light is but by doing so dims our own lights creating the darkness we try so hard to stray far from.
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Your heart bleeds or misery
Your soul cry's of sorrow
Was it me that drove you to our fate
Or was it the forgotten promise of affection
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I sit in this cloud of self pitiful sorrow
thoughts colliding with one another
as the water pours from my inner soul
Was it the pride of dominance or the
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Alone i stand in this battle of emotions, my eyes clouded by water fall of doubt. Is it my fault, was it something I've done, i sit wondering what could be what could have been, but that only deepens the throbbing sore in my chest.
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Where do you go when you have no place to go a nickle a dime a quarter can you please the corner darker then it was last night strangers walk past give me the glare is it my fault i ended up in the streets
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If you could see what i see what would u think
Would you be able to see the heavenly glow behind your smile
Or the gentle warmth that i truly desire
Would you be able to see your heart full eyes that wishes for love
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Do you ever feel as if your light is dimming as if your heart is fading with each beat as if its a flickering light bulb ready to die out. Do you ever feel like your mind is on emotional roller coaster that never ends constantly switching your thoughts from
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