Jennifer English

Paper is scattered around her room
So far she hasn't got it right
She's tried so hard
For such a long time now
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She stalks men at night
Surrounded by groans and gasps
She's the ultimate pleasure
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The world is huge,
And so life like it seems,
Even shadows can be seen,
How is it possible not to get lost?
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Words fly from the screen,
What's he saying?
The words requocet around my head,
The meanings just won't set in.
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They think they're it
They use her for what she does
They can't see how she hurts
They've pushed her away too far
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Once is not enough
and want is all I know.
I am too far gone,
now he is a necessity.
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I sit here crying,
confusion at a siblings outburst is the culprit.
Why am I blamed for anothers sabotage?
I haven't done anything.
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A soul shred into tiny pieces,
but souls cannot be seen,
only damage to physical things.
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Hours passed as she waited,
she could do nothing else.
He knew about her infatuation.
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The walls swam,
paving stones mocked her.
That interfering teacher,
who seized the truth.
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As hourly chimes pass the halls
I will watch over you
Who needs an angel
When you have death itself
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Tonight I will escape
These bars will break
And this obsession has to stop
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She's argued with her sister
Made the harsh truth real
Again it was brought to her attension
They had no idea of what she hides.
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Wind so soothing
And ground so firm
An existance worth living.
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Exchanging texts in secret,
thoughts of him crush in on her,
but she can't tell anyone,
for what she feels is forbidden.
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With a fluttering heart I submit the quotes of thought
Do I really want to do this?
With one click I make my feelings known
With one click I've drowned my chances with him
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I have waited
I've played my part
You didn't fight for me
So you loose out
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Needles on my wrists
And razor blades on my tongue
So many things to say
Hatered flows through these veins
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She closes the door on another argument
This room and it's perpetual beauty
Here she can relax but it follows her
Betrayal tears at her insides
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She trys to please
But her actions are misread
She trys to converse
But they just jump down her neck
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