Jennifer Jarrell

As I sit here waiting, I don't know what to do.
I'm waiting on an answer, that I already knew.
The world keeps moving forward, as time stands still for me.
I wonder how this reality, is meant to be.
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You're always there to comfort my fears
Even if it's just to wipe away unhappy tears.
Contless times, I no longer can do the math,
God has blessed me when He placed you in my path.
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She has what you want in every way.
She'll hand it to you if you call on her today.
When I fall her knees never get weak.
Even when times seem so bleak.
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Why do you continue to hurt me so bad.
You must love to see me broken and sad.
You pulled my heart along with strings.
All along I thought you were taking me under your wing.
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I never thought this would happen to me.
How can God let this be.
Not so long ago all was fine.
Not a care in the world feeling sublime.
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When I sit and think of what we use to be,
I cry, crying because your not next to me.
It seems like yesterday but its been a year,
I can't believe a year ago I never shed a tear.
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Thinking back to our past.
Some memories linger and last.
You were there to care for me and let me stay.
When all others had pushed me away.
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I thought you were my one true friend.
The one who would be there till the end.
But reality is I was just your new trend.
This broken friendship we cannot mend.
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The choice of rebirth my only conviction,
It's time I know to end my adiction.
As the demon awaits in the back of my mind,
I can't do this on my own, a Higher power I must find.
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