Jessica Henning

Been running from my fears
and wallowins in my tears...
a frown replaced my face
and made me a disgrace..
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the mark upon the bathroom towel will soon hear tears of pain
for the father they had grown to know was causing so much vain

the blood between the two of them did not match their fathers
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Your thoughts are a little hazey
but you vision things so clear
your hearts pounding crazy
as you wipe one more tear
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You hurt inside your heart
Because things wont ever change
When I told you about the start
My heart was rearranged
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When your name pops up on collar id
i cant help but feel a lil happy

i think about you all the time
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You want to know who i am not a joke at all...
You want to know my every thing... or any thing at all...

im a girl of just eighteen slender all throughout
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angel of death brought from the ruins
to take away the pain from your wrong doins

the regret in which he feels for killings what he does
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To me love is just a waste of time
why get settled if you know its gonna end
why make love poems when they do rhyme
but they never make any sense
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The sky turned gray... the sun turned black;
I gave my love... he turned his back.
Buildings collapsed, and cities burned.
Just once to feel his warmth, I yearned.
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Of all the things weve been through
You’ve always had my back
Ill always freakin love you
Even if I start to slack
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The love we shared
was at one time spared
then i screwed up BIG
and now i disguise myself with a wig
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when i think of where we came
and how we talked it through
i know not to be a shamed
of how much i love you
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when i think of all the things that eventually brought me here
i cant smile at the past nor shed a single tear...
i see friends they came and went some still here today
they make the pain bareable but it doesnt go away...
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Its time for the poems to leave an empty heart
its time for the tears to stop running from my eyes
its time for me to stop falling apart
its time to stop all of the lies
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I dont know why
i even bother to cry
and i dont even know
why or how you can just let me go
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EVERY TIME WE TALK YOU MAKE ME FALL
EVERY TIME I LOOK IM WALKIN DOWN A LONELY HALL
YOU TELL ME THE RUDEST LIES
MAKE ME CRY TEARS FROM MY DARKENED EYES
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CHAPTER ONE


It was the hottest day in May. I couldn’t wait to see the look on Dreivan's face when i showed up! We had been officially seeing each other for four months now. I was the type of girl who liked to celebrate each and every little moment! It seemed easier for us to be together! Finally! Well, we had “BEEN” together before but that was with no strings attached. I had him this time, all to myself!
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dad, iv seemed to have run out of words to explain,
the nights that iv spent screaming with pain...

when you told me to watch for you, your coming back,
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baby, i seem to have run out of words to explain,
the cold lonely nights ive spent crying with pain...

when i told you to watch for me that im coming back,
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