Jingga Hartono

It's hard to wave your hand
When it's busy to wipe the tears
It's hard to walk away from you
When running to you is the right choice
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I fall in how you call my name
I fall in how you smile at me
I fall in how your eyes stare at me
and tell every single story you have
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Day and night
I'm asking myself
Standing up in front of mirror
And I say what do you really want for your life, jingga?
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In the morning she wakes up
She stands in front of the mirror
She encourages herself
She amuses herself
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When I was seventeen
Where was one more step to leave high school life
Where was one step closer to the reality
I always say that I will miss this school life
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a woman wants a man that truly understand her heart.
A woman wants a man that be with her when the world is judging her.
A woman wants a man that supporting her future than blaming her past
A woman wants a man that love the way she is
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I remember
When the sun once approaches me through the window
wakes my mind and body up
from the deepest sleep on the wood bed I ever have
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Just by sitting on this chair
I can remember our first "Hi"
Naked white board sees our memories
Grey windows feel our warmth friendship
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Can I love you without being hurt?
Can I trust you without being possessive?
Can I get your time without begging?
your name now and always being my favorite song
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Dear God,
I have heart diseases
it is very sensitive and I am the only one who know it
the heart is easily to be touched and broke
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To you there,
do you know that every poem that I made, I put your name inside?
do you know that every smile that I put in my lips is because hear your name?
do you know that every race in my heart whenever your eyes on me?
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Love, they say is blind
Love, they say is hurt
Love, they say is unpredictable
Love, they say is simple
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when my visa has done in this world
no one cry cause I prefer laugh and happiest farewell
I know how hurt when you are crying
those who hurt me, maybe we will still meet in the next life
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Is it a dream? A sign?
I'm over excited about you
I can't control myself
I'm addicted of you
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I'm not really laughing now
Truly to say that it hurt to love but hide in bush
Just can enjoy your smile from this bench
Hear your voice from the crowded
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It's just insane when a "Name" can bring a bright smile
an uncontrollable heart
and unconscious mind
A "Name" can light on the fire in me to against all odds
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If you read this,
I want to know how are you there?
It's raining everyday
I wish you stay healthy cause you are doing a night shift
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It was a very long time story about us
with still pure love
when distance was not the matter at all
I guess we just ended that 2 years relationship
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Sometimes, I'm dying of jealousy
With those who betraying their lovers without feeling guilty
With those who hurting their lovers' heart without afraid of seeing the tears
With those who seldom giving any news to their lovers without getting anxious
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Life is too cruel when I face it alone
Life is too cold when I walk alone
Life is too flat when I have fun alone
But when I have you, my friends
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