Jocelynn Halbauer

What kind of world is this
This world I call my own
Were even a young child
Is afraid of going home
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I
I am nothing
Nothing important
Important or worthy
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I sat inside my pen
My things strewn on my bed
A tear runs down my cheek
Despair runs through my head
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Gather one and all
And Ill tell you what I know
About the great illusionist
And her magic show
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Daddy doesn't love me
Daddy doesn't care
Well daddy im'a cut yeh
And laugh at your despair
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Your eyes are like ice on ocean
Illuminated by the moon
Being with you, it feels so right
Please, stay with me on this cold night
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The sadness is not but an ocean
To fall is to fall to the sea
For those who can swim you may see land again
As long as you don’t drown like me
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From where I sit
I see your face
I hear your voice
I feel my place
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I'm sick of all this f***ing hating
I'm tired of this damn complaining
Yes, I know our lives are messed
It seperates us from the rest.
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Our lips seemed to fit perfectly.
A puzzle called our lives
And when your fingers grazed my back
It soothed the sting of long left knives.
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just kiss me. hit me. miss me.
like you once did
make my heart skip
not trip. or it might shatter once again.
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It's been a while now
Since I've heard your voice
Since you said it's not our fault
It's not even our choice
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Please, my love
Get out of my head
Before our lives touched
My mind, it seemed dead
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I lie atop my bed
Waiting for tomorrow
Thinking of what you said
My eyes seeping with sorrow
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I thought of you today
The feelings that you bring
Wishing you were true
Cause your my everything
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Do you know how I feel?
Do you really?
You tell me to calm down.
You say its no big deal.
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A vulture claws holes at virgin eyes
Marking their spot of deceitful lies
A young girl in love, too blinded to see
Love isn’t always what it seems to be
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